I want to fucking die oh my god

The world literally does not let me be happy for more than a day.

Some nights, I just really want to fucking die.

tbh i just think i’m too big of a pussy to kill myself 

I don’t think I’m extraordinary pretty or anything but everyone literally treats me like I’m nastier than dirt itself like thanks guys

Also I don’t know what it is about me for people to fucking disregard me and my feelings so yeah that’s nice shutout to my friends who can’t even think about me in any fucking aspect weo

I can’t believe on my fucking day I have to still try to upstage her and probably lose bc everyone’s in love with her fuck

Fuck I get so angry when I think about that bitch. Ugh fuck this, fuck her, fuck you, fuck what we were, fuck every potential we had, fuck you fuck you fuck you oh my god

I know other people’s parents make a lot more than my family but sometimes, I look at all the useless shit people spend money on and it’s like.. Wow. Idk, maybe it’s bc financial instability has always been in my life since I could remember but.. Damn. I could never justify paying (for example) a year of dance when it’s the same price for my first year at uni. Meh, if you can afford it, whatever.

This guy today was such a fucking douche. “Oh, a party I wasn’t invited to? I’m not you & I won’t talk about it on every fucking social networking site.”

Reasons why I can’t wait to graduate.

I want to be happy.